I can't believe its been a whole year since i was on this last.
I guess you could say that ive suffered artist block. I think being on this and seeing other peoples work left me frustrated with my own and i didnt know where to go or push my limits too.

I'm picking up the paintbrush now and taking inspiration from my new surroundings. My life is so different now and ive changed, grown up a bit. I look at those previous journels and it doesnt even seem like me.

does anyone else feel that way about themselves? like your part of the bigger picture now? im going to try hard at what im doing now and stop forcing myself to paint when its just not in my mind to do so.

so i welcome myself back and i hope you do too. cheers.

Its been too long and so much has happened. Ive been working really hard and i moved out of home, into a flat with my mate who is also on here.
I got a rabbit called nemo too whom i love so dearly. Ihavent had much time to paint recently but hopefully i can get back into that and thanks for all the comments about my Devil painting, im flattered!

i am selling my paintings, all of them so if anyone is intrested give me a buzz about it through my email.

Can people plz write on my message board cos its been spammed abit. Plus you know, it makes me look popular lol

So im up dating my journal. I almost became an aunt a couple of days ago because my brothers girlfriend had to be admitted in to hospital cos of this rash thing and they thought they would have to induce her but they didnt. Im totally into my brothers psp right now, even tho i dont atchually like those computer things. I've fallen out with a couple of ppl cos my mouth gets me into trouble sometimes and i think im becoming infatuated (again!) with BC! OH HELP